I am a good person, and I know that I'm a good person. That's how I was raised, to be selfless. Others first and then me, if I have it and you need it, it's automatically yours bottom line. But what's the point of being a good person if it only seems as if you always only get the short end of the stick? Why am I so tempted to do wrong, why does it look so easy? What if I don't want to lose to win?
Time after time life seems to tear away at your essence. Who you are, your being, seems to wear away when certain individuals consistently seem to reappear in your life. You are strong, you are invincible, and you know it. With God on your side nothing is impossible and you know that too. Yet, every now and then you feel as if there is no more air left to breathe. Your chest is tight, your hair is falling out, you're stressing over this, losing it over that, and it seems as if nothing is falling in place. But why? You give your all until there is nothing left, and you pray until you can't think of anything else to say. You cry until your eyes turn red and your head hurts, all because the paradigm of life seems to sway in the favor of everyone else, but you. You can't go a day without thinking about the person who did you wrong and how maybe if you weren't so caring and maybe if you didn't love so hard you wouldn't be this hurt and you wouldn't feel so down. You're still questioning who it is that God made you to be and the possibility that God did in fact make a mistake. However, I rebuke that in the name of Jesus, and I speak life to your situation, and the atmosphere in which you feel alone, because you're never alone, God is with you.
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Time after time life seems to tear away at your essence. Who you are, your being, seems to wear away when certain individuals consistently seem to reappear in your life. You are strong, you are invincible, and you know it. With God on your side nothing is impossible and you know that too. Yet, every now and then you feel as if there is no more air left to breathe. Your chest is tight, your hair is falling out, you're stressing over this, losing it over that, and it seems as if nothing is falling in place. But why? You give your all until there is nothing left, and you pray until you can't think of anything else to say. You cry until your eyes turn red and your head hurts, all because the paradigm of life seems to sway in the favor of everyone else, but you. You can't go a day without thinking about the person who did you wrong and how maybe if you weren't so caring and maybe if you didn't love so hard you wouldn't be this hurt and you wouldn't feel so down. You're still questioning who it is that God made you to be and the possibility that God did in fact make a mistake. However, I rebuke that in the name of Jesus, and I speak life to your situation, and the atmosphere in which you feel alone, because you're never alone, God is with you.
Subscribe and dive deeper! The full post is available exclusively on my Substack:
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