Sunday, December 15, 2013

Mad Men

I'm annoyed, frustrated, irritated, and upset. Upset to the point where I want to be alone, irritated to the point were I have a low tolerance level, frustrated to the point where I don't feel like trying, and annoyed to the point where everything within me is waving a white flag to surrender to my troubles and surrender to the situations in my life. For some reason, life seems as if it always hit me a little harder than everyone else, and it makes me feel some type of way. Every now and then it seems like God doesn't respond to me in prayer. I can never seem to wake up on the right side of the bed. I get frustrated to the point where I feel as if I have to express my anger. I don't like people and they don't like me. They say I have an attitude and I say so what. They say that I have anger issue I say they can get a life, and get out of my business. Get out of my business, my business is no on else's business and that alone is apart of the reason why I am the way that I am. I don't speak to people I don't care for, I don't address people who aren't on my level. I don't forgive and I never forget, and I do my best to get back at everyone who has ever done me wrong or caused me pain. I am angry and I walk with a vengeance."In his pride the wicked does not seek him; in all his thoughts there is no room for God." Psalm 10:4 
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